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The 1906 Agreement

2009-03-01T17:53:00.008+08:00

In a complicated situation,
where no one really knows what's the outcome going to be.

Feedbacks, negative comments keep flying in.
It's common. Especially in the Asian Culture.

It's really annoying when u're dying for a result,
the replies keep looping around you, and yet... no one give u a REAL answer !

It's like dialling to a Service Call Centre :

The moment that someone picks ur call,
The moment you enquire something from that person..

His or Her reply will be "I'm Sorry, I'm afraid you have to call the Other department to enquire!! Good Bye. "

Oh.. is that so?
and when u dialled the other department for enquiries, GUESS WHAT ?

"I'm Sorry, I'm afraid you have to clarify with the department you called earlier before u can get information !"

Well done,
guess what.. you've been punked ~!

so much so you wanna an answer that satisfy you,
all you got was a looping questionaire that SMACK back to your fucking face.

Where no one knows,
someone,
somehow,
and in somewhere have to do something !!

By 1906, if i'm not in the limelight and it's someone else.
Definitely i will move on with my life.

So much of sticking to a "service provider" that you love so much,
it all boils down to which "service provider" value you as the only customer that they have.

It's simple.
This's reality.

We can't have the best of both world.
Either way we've to lose out on something.

My contract... it ends on 1906.

Well..

2009-01-23T00:54:00.002+08:00

The blog isn't dead.
Just tat i'm freaking lazy to update..

Updates coming right up.
Wait.. Wait..

That "Very ....Day of the Year"

2008-09-16T21:50:00.004+08:00

Well, this post came slightly too late,
and all i could do, is to adjust the date n time of the entry.

25 didn't turned out the way i expected it to be.
It's nt "THAT" bad, but it could have been better !

3yrs ago.. this very moment,
i looked upon my seniors and vowed to be better.

It wasn't...
But nevertheless, the people around me are still standing firm to their roots.

Supporting.. from the back.
And that's enough.

What more can i ask for,
when all of them turn out to be the best?

Yup,
And that's enough.

Geesh...

2008-07-07T18:24:00.005+08:00

It's been two months since the last blog entry.. damnz..
Laid - Back..

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东家不打, 打西家.
西家不打, 打北家.
北家不打, 打南家.
南家如果还是不打的话.... 那就只好打手枪.

Damn.. getting lamer!!

My Buddies..

2008-05-07T12:06:00.003+08:00

It's amazing how highly creative my team of friends can be, especially the ladies ~!

Their special abilities, aka the woman instinct, or i should just called it.. " Chia Par Bor Sai Pang",
really impressed us, guys !

With the same scenario among us, sourcing out for an IDEAL conclusion..
OH MY... you can never imagine how good the ladies were !!

I thought we guys were that good with our answer,
But....hell no.....

The ladies outbeat us FLAT with an impressive ideal conclusion, which NEVER, and i seriously bold NEVER to focus on the importants of it, will a MAN think in such a lady's concept !!

MY my... Well done, Ladies!
never fail to impress us with ur complicated brains again..

Guess guys are more simple minded as compared to ladies who thinks ALOT.
Ha..

Now they're motivating people for script-writing jobs.
See you guys in Mediacock soon..

probably with the script-alike-korean-soapy-drama but i still prefer Japanese..

Foul Mood..

2008-04-21T20:50:00.003+08:00

Isn't it common for people to have different opinion on certain things ?
Does that conclude they are different in character and personality ?

Damn.. Every Wednesday i see 3 people judging on up-rising stars.
And Simon, Paula n Randy have different opinion on every single person ...

and what makes out of them ?
Split personality ?

Com'on.. i'm not on American Idol ~!
Damnz

Lose-Lose Situation

2008-03-20T19:36:00.004+08:00

Decision between Regret and Disappointment,
I choose the latter.

Living off a day with regrets, over things i know i should do but didn't have the courage to.

But i rather

Living off my day with disappointment, over decision i made when i know i have given my best shot at.

Giving up without giving it a shot, is like living your life without goals and missions.
That's not me. I'm not that.

I'm a Jackass who loved to give everything a shot.
Ha...

5 mins of our time...

2008-03-16T23:58:00.003+08:00

How i wish to be at HAMBURG with YOU at this very moment.
Arghh..

Next roadtrip,
Germany..!

4 more days...

2008-02-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

Sometime the simplest question that came to me,
had the toughest answer to make.

Not that i don't know how to answer,
it's just goes to show how un-certain i am in answering.

It's a simple "one plus one" equation.
but yet no one answer back why is it always have to be "two" ?

May.. Be..

The answers are just so straight-forward..
but yet, we still believe there'll be a different ending to it.

Wah.. piang eh....

2008-01-19T12:29:00.000+08:00

猪是这样死的?
是笨死的....

那老师又是这样死的?????
...
......
.........

是被学生气死"地" !!!!!!

Perhap...

2007-12-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

Perhap it's Guilt,
that left your memories in me.

But i did no wrong,
for right i hurt no long.

Perhap it's Love,
that i still have for you.

But a fallen love's like a broken glass,
a crack insert that will hurt your mouth.

Perhap it's Lust,
that overwhelm the love.

But lust couldn't last,
for love is everlast.

Prehap it's more than these.
Prehap....

如果能让我重新再来一次, 我希望我不噌出现在你的身命里.

Initial

2007-12-03T02:43:00.000+08:00

Down in a city that never snow,

yet feeling thy heart, Ol' what turns it cold?

What's in the story, then and now?

Not one you heard, the one been told.

Whatever makes you happy

2007-10-30T11:19:00.000+08:00

Radiohead - Creep

When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so very special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so very special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.

Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so very special,
I wish I was special,

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.

Well...

2007-09-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

Just another day to remind me how under-achieved it have been so far.
Well Done, James ~!

Wake me Up.. when Sept Ends

2007-09-14T08:45:00.000+08:00

Back in the good ol'days,
Writing an entry wasn't as diffcult as squeezing water out of a rock.

Now,
Life's as plain as a new sheet of paper.
Nothing written on, no writings nor drawings, no Ups nor Downs.

Apparently, i have no idea why...
Hit me some signs

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September's THE month~!
The month where i'm heading down PERTH for 2 Jolly long Weeks.

Can't wait..
such a short term study trip cum holiday really meant alot to people like me,
who hardly step out of boredom Singapore for 5days or more.

Short-term independent away from my lovely parents and bed is great.
The Reality that i have to wash my own boxer myself.

Not to ignore the fact that i can wear the same boxer for like days. (HAa.. jokes)

Meanwhile over there,
i will take as much pix of possible, a pleasure of self-entertaining myself in the entry,
but not forgetting the fact that uploading pix takes bloody long..

So..
for now, it's still Plain white Paper me ~!

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MoNo

2007-08-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

Life in a Mono,
While others in rapid motion.

In God's embrace

2007-07-14T15:40:00.000+08:00

Life is full of surprises and i knew it.
But not the way like how you should.

You're a great friend and colleague,
that one loves to have.

It really hurts seeing you laying in the box,
where memories flashed back of your laughter and times we had.

How cruel and cunning can reality be?
Why must it be happening to you when you are about to have your engagement next week?

It's really unfair.
I just don't get it.

I really can't imagine the pain and suffer you had,
when you fall from the bike, waiting for someone to save you.

You were a great person,
yet you have to suffer the pain, awaiting for death coming into you.

What really happen ?
And why it has to be you in such a way ?

I believe you're on your way meeting great people in HEAVEN
and of course GOD himself.

You may be gone, but trust us, your family, loved one and friends,
Your memories will always be with us .

Take care.
With Loving Memories.

Kenny Tay - 110707

Finally..

2007-06-22T01:44:00.000+08:00

First,
There's "Beavis & Butthead Do America!"

Then there's "SouthPark - Bigger, Longer & Uncut"

Then... Then... There's "The Spongebob Squarepant Movie"

& Now.. Finally ... the Movie i have been waiting for...
"The Simpsons Movie"

WooHoo... "in Homer's way"
Can't wait to see it~!

Did i Mention....

2007-06-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

I love Spongebob & his Fellow friends..
Ha..

I'm Young at Heart.. or maybe a lil too young for that~!
But seriously,

Children cartoon don't have corny jokes,
Spongebob Squarepant DOES.

Children cartoon don't encourage idiotic nonsense,
Spongbob Squarepant DOES.

Most of ALL,
Children cartoon don't come out with cool MTV or music,
Spongebob Squarepant DOES.

Don't believe me ?
Watch this 2 clips.. and you'll know why i love watching it as much as my 3yrs old nephew does~!

Goofy Goober

Spongebob & the Band Geeks

Oh..oh..
& there's Simpsons & Southpark...

Ha... Enjoy~!

Long Awaited...

2007-06-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

Exam's over.. at last..~!
Woohoo..

But then, on my prayer's mode again..
that lil faith of passing my exam have always been fading and scary.

*crossing finger*

oh ya.. just went Zouk on friday and seriously,
Phuture's always the same. Packed & Squeezy~!

I'm gonna place my bet.
If anyone... AND I MEAN ANYONE...

who can squeeze thru from one end of Phuture to another in 1 min, on a busy packy nite,
I will GIVe you... back your ENTRANCE fee .. FREE~!

duh..
This blog's getting boring...

Com'on.. make my life interesting....
anyone ??? anything ???

Dead

2007-05-24T09:21:00.000+08:00

- The blog has pronounce dead -

will be back during mid-june,
Right after exam.

Till then....

That Cruel Hands

2007-04-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

Just when i began to accept how life path was planning just the way it is,
the cruel hands of reality slapped me harder than before,

And awake me back to cruelity once again.
Darn~!

Run.. Forrest.. Run..

2007-04-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

With upcoming IPPT & ICT (In-Camp Training) in May,
I've decided to proclaim April as Sports cum Training month.

But Aging really affect much in term of stamina and mental.
I'm saying this as an untraining personnel.

Doing that over-struggled running on tuesday,
left me having cramps on my Gastrocnemius aka Calf.
To be exact, it's on Both.. and it's a serious muscle cramps on Both Calf.

It's a BAD sign,
meaning i haven't been training on a frequent basis.

But on a contrary, It's a Good sign,
meaning that the training i did was doing its job.

Oh well, other than the part of keeping myself fit,
it's also about getting that extra $400 bucks, that could well depend if i could get my ass on an SQ flight to Perth, Australia.

The thought of squeezing my small gluteals and freaking long legs on a 4hrs plus journey in a budget flight,
i could get myself another cramps even without leaving my seat.

Regards to Sports month,
I also did Competitive Soccer, Amateur Soccer League in Singapore.

It's been years since i stepped onto the pitch
and it's a great feeling having "butterflies" in my stomach before the game start.

The tense and atmosphere of doing the right thing at the right time at the right speed,
just got back memories of youth soccer in my old body.

I didn't played through-out the match and only as a sub.
It's good enough. Enough for a day.

Okie,
Enough of the bulls & shit.

Oh ya... it's "LIVE" telecast on Miss Singapore Universe.
It's no "whoo-ahh" matter and TRUST me... now it's all pre-planned.

It's 830pm now.
The result's not out yet..

BUT... TRUST me...
Jessica TAN of no.7 gonna win this bloody contest.

Bloody MSU, bloody pre-planned event.
Waste my time, I rather watch LAME REPEATED movie by channel 5 than this S**T.

More... Give me More~!

2007-04-04T01:47:00.000+08:00

Bacardi... but 151 still my favourite

My Bacardi 151... I need you~!

Dewar's... Plus a drunkard..

Mango.. FreezEeEeee

Lychee Martini... I like..

Tenderloin Steak... from Highlander..Damnz
Cost me a bomb... portion's little

4 Rings & Alot more~!

2007-03-13T00:22:00.001+08:00

During Courtship / Dating,
There's Couple Ring.

After long years of courtship and decide to propose,
There's Engagement Ring.

On the most important day... that very Wedding Day,
There's Wedding Ring.

But... Marrying the wrong person,
There's this very one Ring called......

.........
........
.......
.....
....
...
..
.
Suffer-Ring.

Under-stooded?

String Phone

2007-03-01T14:48:00.000+08:00

Who's over the other end that listen to you?
That only one who u could talk to..

Me...
I'm holding one end to my ear while other to the sound of my voice.

Me...
and my very own problem solver.

Silence... I need Ears

2007-02-28T03:13:00.000+08:00

A pair of listening ears is what i need
Not wisdom nor advice, but silence you heed

Maroon i am, thy crowds i'm in
Shout out loud but only within

Halt and hear what i have to say
I'll be better by pouring my pain

Listening ears need not be alot,
Just one i hope, could understand better than the lots

Another... Another.. Un-fruitful... Wee...K

2007-02-10T03:22:00.000+08:00

To an employ person,
Wkend are the days they looking forward to REST.

To an un-employ person,
Wkdays are the days they looking forward to WORK.

Arghh...
I hate how these weeks passed so fast...

&
Hate it when Time seems to stay motionless on the dot while working...

Darn~!

Very First Struggle Run of The Year

2007-02-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

Since most of frenz are back into running & sporting activities.
I realised my sporting genes haven't been working real hard since June last year.

Oh well.. i did went for a swim or so and for a tan,
but swimming is a relaxing activity and doesn't involve much of our oxygen consumption (VO2max), and basically the main priority was to get TAN.

Somehow or another,
I think GOD loves playing jokes on me.

On several occasion,
It's either too cloudy, sun's been hiding or worse... it came out only when i started dressing up to get back home. *sucky*

Okie,
Talking about running, I did my very first run at 11pm earlier on.
After laughing my ass off on American Idol Season 6 at some jackass wannabes.

I have no idea how much distances i cover,
but definitely more than 2.4km... i think.

有心无力,力不从心 could have be a better phrase to describe my run.

Within the 2 rounds,
at a pacey speed, where i still manage to overtake a couple on a bicycle.
I was panting, eye blurred, lack of brain juices and my lungs was dying for oxygen intake.

I,somehow, finished it with a lil struggle.
Or more.
I wasn't what i used to be. Any longer or so i thought.

A lil disappointment of how aging could do to me and of how rotting does the same.
IPPT drawing near MAY... and if i don't kick my ass up sooner..

Or else I will be kissing my GOLD & $400 bucks "goodbye".
Arghh....

I think i need some kiss-ass methods. JACK-ASS way.
Tie a bone down my ass and been chase by a dog surely will do the thing.

It could be the worst 9 mins 44secs training session.

NEXTttt......

2007-01-23T03:12:00.000+08:00

Sorry.
you don't meet the minimum requirement.

Height : 170cm and above. ONLY !
Next Plsss.....

Normal

2007-01-17T04:12:00.000+08:00

Just when i was having emo-sickness
and yaya-gaga about how i wished to be driven "AUTO",

Reality slammed right into my face
and i realised how grateful i am being driven "MANUAL".

Thank God.

Sick..

2007-01-12T11:35:00.000+08:00

Getting emo-sickness.
Back to the same old days.

Guess PMS doesn't just happen on ladies too.

A grace period,
and i'll get back to normal.

The isolated me.

I lied on a lil honesty

2007-01-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

Truth with a little twist,
pack with a little lie.

To be honest,
I lied about what i lied.

I still...

The.. "NOT"... joke

2007-01-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

That lil question didn't exist.
It's just smoke passing by and disappear in midst air.

It's like Indonesia Haze that's causing us problems.
But after awhile, the sky is back to what it's used to.

And everything's back to normal.
Clear.

I admit i'm still holding onto something that wasn't meant to be.
It's...

Oh well,
Things are better off this way.. i guess~!

I couldn't imagine how it would turn out the way i expected.
Once bitten, twice shy.

Thanks.
The guts i have for love, turns me into a wimp.

How Irony...

2007-01-02T16:17:00.000+08:00

I keep emphasize in getting my "ducks" in line,
before i go for THE ONE i want.

But.. what if ?

I don't even get anyone of them in line.
What am i supposed to do?

Continuation...

2007-01-01T04:27:00.000+08:00

It's possible...
like how i try to get my "ducks" in line.

So much so for 1st of 2007,
when i don't even know how to respond to that question.

THANKS... James~!
Screwed.

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Happy new year..
another 365 exciting days to be looking forward to~!

Your little red balloon..

2006-12-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

I thought the joy & freedom i sought,
were high up.

But it was the string that linked me to your fingers,
i needed.

More To come...

2006-11-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

Certain things went smooth riding,
like an alley-hoop with a prefect timing slam dunk.

Other things went just wrong,
like meeting the right one at the very wrong time.

What has been display right in front of me,
were those of my very own.

The Very Two Wrongs.
And theirs' very own.

Geesh...
Just how many more wrongs are coming ??

Love...

2006-10-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

The more i think love is beautiful,
The more i wanna be single.

Simple as that~!

Life in Mono

2006-10-16T02:01:00.000+08:00

It's great,
having a few friends. Your elder.

You'll see the future.
Brighter, Clearer.

The future you want to lead.
The future you detest having.

Their piece of advice.
Worth noting down. Some worth the shit.

Some's getting married or getting an honours...
Some's buying a new house or getting a new job...

Some's having a new car or having a new relationship...
Some's doing nothing or thinking of doing something...

I don't know about you guys about your senior friends.

I see some future of me in them.
The goods and bads. Mostly the bads.

I see myself getting a life i hate.
Monotonous.

Work... Sleep... Home... Wake... Work... Sleep... Home... Wake...

I need a life.
I need a job.
I need a relationship.
I need a car.
I need a house.
I need a booze.
I need my friends.
I need some outing.
I need to watch movies.
I need to get some new clothes.
I need a tan.
I need caffeine.
I need my PS2.
I need fun.
I need jokes.
I need laughters.
I need mahjongs.
I need clubbing.
I need sports.
I need workouts.
I need my bungee jumping.
I need my sky-diving.
I need bagpacking in Europe.
I need travel.
I need a bit of everything in my life.

I need ....... just what else more i need?

Well, i know what i need.
I need MONEY to do all of that.

But "making" money makes me monotone and back to square one.
Earning that extra pot of money will lose all of my "needs".

It's between a life i'm craving for and a life i'm force to be in.

I miss those good old days.
Out cycling, out chatting late..., out soccer-ing.

Those camping days.
Where we have no burdens or what-so-ever about tomorrow.

Those were the days where there's no worries for tomorrow,
For tomorrow will worry for itself.

It's all gone now.

We're so into the future ~!
Credit.

We think ahead of tomorrow. We see what's coming in a years' time.
Probably 5years. 10years.

We talked about saving.
We talked about houses, cars, marriage, degree and even jobs.

It sucks.

Why do i have to come to such a pathetic stage?
Spare my brain a thoughts.

It's the size of my pinky finger.
How can i possibly stuff all this shits in it ?

I'm left with 7years.
What about you ??

I'm just 23, yet i had a few regrets for the past 22yrs.
I can't imagine what's gonna happen when i'm 60 and had to regret about 50yrs of my past.

Pessmist, yes i am.

Rainz...

2006-10-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

Drenching in the rain,
help clearing my mind on things unpath.

And rainbow shows itself after rain.
so where's mine?

Cold - Blood

2006-09-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

So cold,
all i taste is ice cover over goodness sweetness.

Just where are you,
when i need that warmth so much ?

This day marks....

2006-09-16T01:52:00.000+08:00

..... another extra-ordinary day.

*yawn*

Love like you have never been hurt before

2006-09-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

They mention " Love is magic "

But deep inside our heart,
We know magic are just illusion.

What illusion does, makes us believe.
Believing in what we see is the truth.

As the saying " Seeing is believing ",
so what's the truth now ?

So, what's LOVE anyway?

I can't find any words to define it or understand it in any forms.
I can't find it in dictionary or in anyone.

It's something beyond that.
Way beyond.

I .....

To kill time....

2006-09-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

"Someone" mentioned that my grammer screw big time.
In fact, i agree too.

Come to think about it again.
Realise my grammer and love-life have an "one-word similarity" :

SucKs

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"Kim Sam Soon" & "Shallow Hal" have something in common.
Telling how much inner beauty and character count.

Surface beauty is just secondary.

But,
Of course.

Shallow people like me still prefer the best of both world.
That is why i'm still in single-hood status.

The devil in me overwhelm my angel.
Now this is what i called "Karma".

It's....

2006-09-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

Coming,
i feel it..

Coming,
Closer..

Closer,
Closer...

Damnz.

It went past,
and now it's gone.

As always.

Think what's best for you, not what the best thinks of you

2006-08-15T11:37:00.000+08:00

Aug 15...
marks another day of work.
another noon shift... another boring day.

What came upon me in recent work scope,
realise that no matter how highly paid you are and if you have no passion for that job,
it's not worth working in there anymore.

Seriously, i know money is everything. It control the devil in us.
But still, my naive heart believe that there're still things even MONEY can't buy.

Your interests, your love, what's makes of you.
Everything that you can't buy with money.

I asked myself,

" Am i gonna be working in a place that make me piss off most of the time, dealing with bastards/bitches callers of singapore, making me realise that singaporeans like me and so-called "highly educated" people are just a bunch of uneducated in moral & manner ??? "

Yes, I know my future wouldn't be dealing with phone calls or so,
but still, i come up with a decision of working in a place where i love most. SPORT.

SPORT, yes... for now.
I never know the future nor predict it.
If all come too wrong, I'll go in search for my love/passion in other jobs.

Love can be of the shortest periods/moments in our life.
Like me being a PTI in 2 years of my NS life.

I hate to admit but i actually love my NS vocation as a PTI.
Though it's freakin low paid, but i love the job so much.

I get to teach recruits, i'm like a leader in them.
I get respect from most of them.

When it's my free time, i can do anything i like.. like gym, swims and other activities.
Rock-climbing, soccer, basketball, running and not forgetting... SLEEPING without getting caught.

But still, in doing what i love, i have to face what i hate.
DB stake, F-up OCs, Stupid commander and idiots recruits.

Yes, We can't have the best of both world.
And i truly believe in that.

I know most people would aruge about such topics :

"If your passion is worth less than a thousand, and your hated is worth more than that~!
Why not ?? Endure awhile and it's be over.

Not many people can do what they love... just look around you. Do you think that auntie loves doing that cleaner job ? That Office lady loves her 8-5 job ?

No... not all of us can find what we love. There's exceptation probably one in a thousand, or more. I don't know~! "

I agreed with what's argue.
That's reality. That's the Real World. That's the Real us.

We love to do what we hate.
Simple as that.

To do what we love,
first we will meet with failure and disagreement from others.

In this world, Everyone is right.
so what i mean everyone is right?

No one will goes around and admit they're in the wrong.
No one will show you their failure, their mistakes.

Very few does that.
In works, in love, in everything.

Do boss goes to you and say :
"Hey james. I just realised your concept on this project is excellent, i'm sorry i didn't took it on earlier and rather accept that other plan that make things worst. "

No. Because Boss is always right.
They're never in wrong. Even in wrong, It's not theirs. It's yours.

Yes. I may be wrong.
But this world keeps showing the dark side to me.

Now my world is getting darker,
cause it's raining heavily outside...! *cold*

Whatever it is,
stick to what you think is best for you.

Think what's best for you, not what the best thinks of you.

I woke up...

2006-07-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

and found my pinky IC laid just right beside me.
...
..
.
I just had the weirdest dream about 2yrs of my life.

Weird.

With wrong people coming in and out.
With wrong situation facing here and there.

Oh well,
I'm awake now.

Heloo, Reality~!

Fate Fools

2006-07-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

Movie scenes it's been.
Real life here i seen.

All has been the past.
And how long strangers had it lasts?

Next to me and there you stand.
Distant away and i understand.

For words i said, weren't words i said.
For words i should said, have all been said.

A simple smile does the task,
A mile to mile does all task.

Probably a strangers, best it has.
But still an angel, the one you have.

Arghh....

2006-07-07T11:36:00.000+08:00

I think every guy will agree with me.
National Service make us dumb by being ordered around by dumb OCs n Officers.

Thus the lack of using our own smartie brain cells.
Arghh...

Now i can't even think of what to write for blog entries like before.
Arghh...

SAve me....
I'll try to blog tonight. I hate it when i have to struggle to write. Unlike my style. Damnz

When everything feels like a movie..

2006-06-24T10:19:00.000+08:00

... You bleed just to know you're alive ~!

Lazy*10 so i show again ~!

2006-06-02T18:15:00.000+08:00

......
>>> MoRe Pix CliCk HeRe~! <<<
...... Crap~!~

Lazy*4 so i show again ~!

2006-05-26T09:51:00.000+08:00

Well,
It was a "great" night indeed. At CLubMOMO.

Not really at my best. But who cares ?
For more pix >>> click : ClubMoMO
Check out the preview.

Er... Sorry guyz,
regarding one of the trunk pix inside.....

I was being forced. NO CHOICE. So PLss... Don't laugh or Puke. At least.

HAAAa.... Whatever ~!

Lazy Lazy Lazy.... so i just show~

2006-05-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

Pro shot sia... power....

Photo-Shoot... i look freaking pale...
*GAYISH*

************************************************

Same... out of stuff to write.
Should i just write what i did today ?

Oh well, you can't be bothered. Me Too.
A day is just a day. how interesting can it be ?

PreVieW ShoW ~!~!

2006-05-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm... this past 2 days have been busy with some minor event stuff.
A Preview show.

well.... just in case what preview show you're wondering about.
Here it is : And let the simple pix do the talking for the day.

Simple. Done.

...In Peace..

2006-05-06T02:58:00.000+08:00

Questions with how life give and take.
For we never know when it'll stop and we'll pay.

A snap between fingers,
An end within instant.

Been days since i last saw you.
Been pain to be last time seeing you.

You're someone worth helping for,
You're someone worth working for.

It's a pity how God played a joke on you.
It's a waste how soon you left us all.

Never forget and never regret.
You'll always in our mind that never be fade.

*Dedicate to a colleague who left us and join God moments ago*

MoOdsSss

2006-05-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

*lost touch*

I can't write~!!!
Lots in mind, Lost in time.

Inspirations, Where are you?

When was the last time you did something for the first time ?

2006-04-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

Manz..

Mine was like.... yesterday~!
Did something .. probably i can't imagine i'll be doing in the 23yrs of my life~!

Haz.. okie.. it's a secret and it's probably the last.
Done~!... That's it~!

Keep the embrassment to myself.

YAaaa HoooooOOOooo

2006-04-15T05:09:00.000+08:00

Did i brighten up your night only a lil ?
Damnz, Thought it might have been your Best Single's Night ever~!

Haha... joking...

Yupper, It's been a while since we last met... Geesh...*lost count*
It's really sweet to see that lovely smile of yours again~!

And Noper !!!
Angel ain't with someone new.

Happiness have been found in single me.
Love is nowhere yet to be seen...

Yeah yeah.. i know..
Blog isn't suppose to be a "MSN" sort-of replies..

But who cares ?

Bah...Bah..Bah...

2006-04-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

If the name Gina is pronounce as "Gee- Na",
then why does Vagina's Gina is pronounce as "Jai-Na" then ?

From now onwards,
I think i should call all "Gina"s .... "JAI-NA" ~!

and why the hell would people name themself as "Dick" ?
unless you're famous~! example Dick Lee.

Yeah.. He's famous oversea and made people realised that,
there's this country called "Singapore".

Thus foreigners remember him as "The Dick from Singapore" ??

Still... an angel...

2006-03-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

Times files. Loves lies.
Am still your angel, standing by.

Nights falls. Rain drops.
Am still your angel, catching thy.

Sun rises. Tears dries.
Am still your angel, cheering on.

I'm... still an angel. Hidden n' concern.
How're you feeling now?

After-Effect Pills

2006-03-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

It happened right before my very own eyes.
I'm glad it doesn't happen on me.

And i learnt from them.
Thank~!

******************************************

I've lost my touch in writing.
I've so much to write but it just wouldn't come out.
I've learnt so much yet i wrote not much.

I yearn for its returns.

Child's name or Child's play ?

2006-03-12T02:57:00.000+08:00

I know it's bad to make fun comment on others' name.
But this newly recruit's name i'm teaching now, really laugh my arse off ~!

His name : Huang Fei Hong

Okie! You think that's not funny at all?
Wait till you hear his christian name.

Make a guess ? I doubt you'll get it correct.
His christian name : Master

Thus Full name : Master Huang Fei Hong

I bet his parents are making his life a little too funny eh?
I'll never play with my childs' name like that...

Worst things to do during Sex

2006-03-03T09:54:00.000+08:00

1 ) Ask Questions.
Example : " Are You in Yet ? "; " Geesh, Did you smell dead fish here ? ";

2 ) Watch TV. ( Discovery Channel )

3 ) Yawn with a dull look, stare blankly on the wall above you.

4 ) Keep staring at your watch/clock, hoping for time to pass by fast.

5 ) Read books/magzines and read "Jokes of the week".

6 ) Surf internet, talking with friends on MSN.

7 ) Grabbing some light snacks like French Fries or Twisties. Or worst. ( 10-course dinner )

8 ) Talking on cellphone with your colleagues or your long-lost granny.

9 ) Play with your Pets or Toys. ( Errr.... for your own imagination )

10) Sleep like a dead log.

11) Film your sex act using your low-resolution cellphone with well-equipped video function.
And proclaimed your cellphone had been stolen while your clips are so well-spread over the internet. Ha...

Helpless.... I prayed

2006-02-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

Of what had happened 2yrs ago... this very day.
was a sweet dream that stays within me.

2yrs later... now...
I don't hunger for such anymore.

I can't make it perfect.
I'm best left alone.

*************************************************************

22yrs old and going on...
I handle situation helpless like a 2yrs old kid.

Shit on my own pant and i don't have the ability to wipe my own ass.
I feel so ashamed.

Out ~!

2006-02-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

Simple.

People with money can do whatever they want.
People without money can do shit.

Yes.

School's Out ~!
Thank to the this stuff called : "Money".

Waiting

2006-02-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

Rush of heart, torn apart
Force the fate, twist ahead

What's not mine, never will be
Memories of mine, lesson of time

Never will never, in twos i learnt
Here in here, in prayers i turned

Come what may, i love thee way
Am standing here, alone i await

Hands of time, ticking away
So when will i be missing someday

The day begin, when fate surface
The day begin, when prayers awake

So here i am, awaits the fate
So here i am, awaits your way

That's interesting ~!

2006-02-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...
I sense Cat-fights ~!

The Old flame VS The newly

Sound interesting.
Had enough of couples' fight.

Now make way for ladies. =)
*Sharp claws*

MeoWwWwWwWw....

My bet? I think The Newly stands a higher chance.

Left to rot...

2006-01-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hibernation in process

All thanks to Exams & Last min revision,
my friends and family are out having fun while i'm rotting here writing this stuff.

Arghhh.....~!#$%

Mahjong.. poker.. 21.. crap.. joke.. soft drinks.. tibits.. movies.. nice show on tv..
I'm missing all of that.

What a New Year...
Someone...Quick.. SAVeeEee MeeeeEEeeEEEeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

ChEeNa NeW YeAr

2006-01-28T03:44:00.000+08:00

"THAT" joyous feeling everyone have for Chinese New Year,
not found in me.

Either i think i'm getting old for such stuff,
Or exam have just started to stress me up.

Oh well,
i'm gonna hibernate this few days for studies.

Good-bye, my "i-don't-want-to-see-you" relatives.
Hope to visit you all next year... if there's a chance~!

*********************************************************

Hmm... i sense War is coming~!
Verbal War 3 ?? or was it Verbal War XVI ??

The "I-don't-Like-Your-Friends" girlfriend

Up Against

The "I-never-teach-your-boyfriend-to-do-anything-bad" Friends.

It never fails to amuse me with all the dumbest reasons i've ever heard.
More to come... stay tuned~!

DaRn ~!

2006-01-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

Flu.. Headache...
Distraction... Confusion...

Words from text, are like ants crawling around...
Tiny and hard to focus on...

Study Week,
And i'm so weak !!!

Exams during CNY period...
So What's next ?

When you truly understand ~!~!

2006-01-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

When you truly understand,
Silent is gonna be the best conversation you two will have.

Words, not from the mouth.
But from deep down the heart.

Appreciate that he's still around, talking with his love.
Imaging he's not around, avoiding your love.

Close your lovely eyes and feel.
Hear what he just said to you ?

When you truly understand,
a smile in the heart is what you gonna get.

Not a smile on the face,
But a love from the heart.

A smile on the face is what everyone gets,
A love from the heart is what you alone will have.

When you truly understand,
Perfection is what you gonna get.

Not yearning for a perfect lover and a perfect future,
But an imperfect person who had everything made perfect for you.

When you truly understand,
Look afar and you've behold TIME.

Don't you see in the near future ?
Your marriage, Your family, your kids,
your kids' marriage, your grandchild and your everything.

Don't let anything block your view of future.
Look ahead and you'll head to the future.

When you truly understand,
what i've just wrote.

You realised that i don't truly understand
what i've just wrote.

When you have truly understand.........

P.S. : Dedicate to all lovers who think that their partner don't love them as much as before~!

Bowling... i Like~~!!

2006-01-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

Woo...
came back yesterday, a new experienced man.

Had my 1st ever bowling competition,
organised by SCDF, Inter-unit games.

There's around 20 teams, Grps of 4, 3 games.

Teams will be based on their total score for 3 games,
And individual will be based on their personal total for 3 games.

Okie,
we didn't win anything back.

My team was sort of last min team-up together.
So you can expect lahz...

I didn't perform real good.. out of form..
Until last game where i manage to hit a 153pts.
which is consider average to all Pros out there.

What to do.... I ain't pro what...
But still,
It's a good experience.

Now i have a urge to buy my own bowling stuff,
start out my own bowling craze fever... Weeee~!~

Anyone care to join ??

Your Time, My Line ~!

2006-01-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

Time's not a factor.
What's important here is what we believe ~!

Too bad,
We've been mislead by misconception and lies ~!

That's what we've believe all along...

Heart Heals, Love Seal...

2006-01-09T01:51:00.000+08:00

Been rush'in report this past few days.
Manz,
how i hate writing reports.

I've stopped writing since Secondary school....
which is around 6yrs till now.

During polytechnic times,
i'm always the one focusing on the hands' on stuff...
while my buddy will "volunteer" on doing the report !

Damnz,
hands' stiff, out of words to write, losing focus.... all those shit !
Arghhhh....

I simply hate doing reports !@#$%^ !!!!!

Happy? If only it could be happier ~!

2006-01-01T04:43:00.000+08:00

What a great day to start with God.
Sunday!

*************************************************

New year, New advices to friends out there.

Waiting is , in fact,
really a dumb thing to do.
But...

Waiting without even creating a chance,
is an even dumber thing to do.
Get that ?

Reject, because of fear to believe,
is dumb.
But...

Reject without even having the bravery to believe,
is dumber.
Get that ?

Chances are just like tiny weeny little grains of sand
that you've tried holding with your bare hands.

Some slip thru,
Some managed to stay within.

Grab on, hold tight to those that stay within.
Ensure it wouldn't slip thru anytime.

Seize the opportunity.
Behold what's in front of your hands.

Slip thru and that's it !!
You're never gonna get that back. Full Stop.

Searching for a Hairstylist Friend

2005-12-30T15:31:00.000+08:00

Argghhh... Pissed...

I need a hairstylist friend !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In desperate search of a hairstylist friend.....

Hate it when i paid and let people made a mess out of my hair.
The moment i said what kind of hairstyle i wanna,
their reply was : "Huh ???"..

That's it !!!!
That's when i knew i just placed my head on the chopping board.

Argghhhh....
Might get a shaver to shave my hair soon... be back....Damnz

I Still Believe in...

2005-12-24T02:12:00.000+08:00

Serendipity

***********************************************************

Ugly people go out with beautiful people to make themselves feel better.

Same goes to why beautiful people go out with ugly people.

WaLaa...

Mummy, Can i watch King Kong Again ?

2005-12-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

ha..
Actually i love King kong too..
The movie ROck..

That forearm... Wooo...

Oh well,
It's all about ANN isn't it?

Weee... what a joke ~!

2005-12-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

haha..
i didn't realise her KING KONG shit comment here.

Thank for correcting~!
I appreciated that.

Ha..
Anyway do king kong get flu ?
Cause this one does.

Christmas's getting interesting ~!

That's it ~!

2005-12-22T04:14:00.000+08:00

That's it ~!

Our words of exchange,
say everything but nothing.

Yet feelings that we change,
shows nothing but everything.

Now we fought like a bunch of kids,
over a pack of sweets.

But who are we to kid,
memories we had before weren't sweet.

I admit i'm a sore loser,
but one who don't admit defeats easily.

Yet now i have nothing to lose,
but a friend whom i had loved easily.

I have so much to say to,
but not when you don't want to.

Probably Fate want it to,
where nothing we can do to.

Awaits......

"... It's Beauty who kills the Beast. "

P.S. :

"....Its Beauty who killed the Beast. "

Geesh.. I simply loves my grammer...
Cause it sucks to the max.

So what if people like you corrects me ?
Laugh.. so be it.

Ahh.. I recieved my X'mas gift in advance.

" MEDUSA "

Yes ~!
That's what she is .

smile

2005-12-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

Do i ?
I'm honoured .

It's my pleasure to please you.

So do you ~!
Make my day a little better ~!

Hate me for what i wrote

2005-12-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hate me for what i wrote

How do you interpret what i wrote ?
How much do you understand me as a whole ?

Do you really understand yourself ?
Do you really understand what's all behind ?

Promise is never a broken one.
Faith within still belief.

Kill me with your words of swords .
For i, don't understand your world of thoughts .

It's simple.
But you made it complex.

I shan't tell the truth no more.
So you can lie to me no more.

A Letter to Santa

2005-12-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

Dear Santa,

I think that I have been a good boy this year.
I did all the things that you asked me to.

I stopped picking my nose and eat what I found.
And i've cut down surf-time on porn ever since i was caught red-handed by my mummy.

I have also stopped smooching a total stranger at a club except last saturday.
But that's not the point !!!

The point is....
I've REALLY REALLY been a real good boy this year.
So please, please, please can I have the following toys for Christmas?

- A laptop -
So i can surf anywhere i like.
This way, i wouldn't get caught by mummy again.

- A really Cool looking car -
Since Girls i met nowaday doesn't appreciate true love and thus love cars more.
They might as well get my car, while i get their bodies!
Fair enough?

- A wallet with unlimited cash in it -
Same as car.
They get my money, while i get their bodies.
Fair Fair Right?

- A lie detector -
So i will know who love me truly and those who love my car & money.
So i will love the one who love me deeply and love the bodies that loves my car & money.

- A private house -
Where i can have all my scandals.
Not forget a private time with ones i loves.

- A drink-and-forget potion -
So my friends wouldn't remember i smooched their friends and thus laughed at me.

- Free access to all clubs in Singapore -
This way, i can club and smooch more strangers. Opps!

- King kong -
My friends' new Bf looks like one. And it makes me laugh.
So i thought maybe i can have one for my own sheer of joy.

- My pinky IC -
I missed it so much. Can't wait to cuddle it to bed.

- All the DVDs, movies that i wanna to keep -
Thats excluding the porns.
I can download myself. DVD quality.

- Bacardi 151 -
Tonz of it. Love it.
Drink my way to heaven.

Santa, I know i'm asking a Weeny bit too much.
But i'm sure you will fufill it.
I promise i'll be a GOOD GOOD boy next year.

Thank you, Santa.
James Soh (aged 22 years and 3 months)

On a night like that....

2005-12-18T11:28:00.000+08:00

I drank alcohol.
I tasted alcohol.

I smelled alcohol.
I touched alcohol.

I peed alcohol.
I shitted alcohol.

Ahhh...
Shit of alcohol..

Now it feels like having a bottle of vodka sticking up my ass...
Never will i drink again with empty stomach ~!

And the idiotic things is....
i'm having exam on monday !@@#$%!!!!!

What the hell ??

And i'm having a brain of empty Bacardi 151 now.
What the hell i'm talking about now ??

Argghhhh....
.....
...
But i'm happy about that.
Ha..

10 good reasons why Santa didn't show up at your house ~!

2005-12-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

10) There ain't any chimney for him to squeeze in.

9 ) Probably he'll be sweating in that costume of his, so he make a skip of SG.

8 ) Singapore's a hard-to-spot-on map. So he miss us out.

7 ) He probably get shoot down for trepassing thru air.

6 ) If travel by plane, he probably be mistaken as terriost and get detain.

5 ) If he doesn't fly, probably he got caught in traffic jams in Woodlands/Tuas linkway.

4 ) He had hard time understand streets name, taking public transports and SINGLISH.

3 ) He's too busy with recent WTO riots and strikes.

2 ) He got caught by polices for sneaking in thru your windows or doors.

1 ) Do you still believe in Santa, my dear friends ?????

The story goes on...and on...

2005-12-12T02:04:00.000+08:00

Unspoken truth are such a beautiful piece of art.
I start to appreciate them as a gift from you.

A smile in my heart proves indeed.
I soar to the sky with my new pairs of wings.

City of Angels, Streets of Heaven.
My journey begins, Ohhhh....new horizon.

Lies is Beautiful ~!

2005-12-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

Could anyone just zap my memories ?
It starts to create massive side-effect on me again.

That un-bearable pain sneaks...
into the courtyard of my brain.

If Lies of yours beautify everything,
should i act as if i know nothing about it ?

May...Be...!!

Who knows you wake up one morning,
realise i knew the truth all along,
maybe you will stop lying then ~!

That morning... i know....
never show up.

Never ~!

LaMe...

2005-12-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

Anyway....
new corny joke....

Knock knock !!

A : Who's there ?
B : Leon
A : Leon Who ?
B : Leon the new guy who have your Joy ~! Wee...

okie,
It's so not FUNNY ~!

Words can't say.....

2005-12-02T13:08:00.000+08:00

Silent wall stands between.
Who will break it first ?

Definitely wouldn't be you,
THAT !! I'm sure.

But will i ?
THAT !! I fear.

Gdbye November Rain, Welcome December Daze

2005-12-01T04:15:00.000+08:00

For god-know-what happened,
my past came haunting me in the previous entry.

Arghhhh....
Glad it's gone now. The time being.

Anyway,
It's Dec.....

meaning X'mas coming....weee.....
meaning spend more money....booo.....
meaning having parties....yeahhhh.....
meaning it's coming to 2006....yuppy...
meaning i gonna pronounce i'm single again...arghhh....

*faiiiint*

Memories, not in yours ~!

2005-11-29T19:23:00.000+08:00

If it was that way,
Then when will it stop failing ?

There's no better half.
There's no perfect one.

I failed.
Because i search for the half that make me better, the half that makes me perfect.

But i wasn't theirs'.

On a Night like this....

2005-11-25T19:27:00.000+08:00

If 9 days ago,
If i went clubbing like i did on wednesday.

Perhaps, i will still be the same old JAMES.
Smsing her, asking her whether she's going clubbing tonight.
Hoping to see, see her in club.

But all that was gone. Days ago.
Not now. Not anymore.

Here i am, now writing this piece of shit.
As i'm getting ready to watch "Hairy Porter" with my "Xiong Di" later on.

Life is getting better.
Mood is getting wilder.
Sex Drive is running faster.

Wowwww.
Haha..

Friend, she is.
I consider.

Years, 7yrs down.
And still counting.

Ahhh,
The air i breathe.....
....
...
" Did you fart @#~!#$% ??? "

New Night, Dance Night

2005-11-24T19:19:00.000+08:00

I went out late.
I went out drinking.
I went dancing.

I went mad.
I went crazy.
I went wild.

I met up old frenz.
I made new frenz.
I made new "old" frenz.

I went Zouk (Phuture). Weee.... I love it ~!

Chapter One - My New Beginning

2005-11-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

Geesh,
It rained almost the whole day.
Probably best for those people like me,
who tend to stay put in my bunk.

But hey,
I didn't sleep. I studied.
Oh well, only for a few pages thought.
It's straining my brain manz...

So how's the new blog heading ??
Not much different i guess.

Just rush thru and look nicer than i draw.
So might as well...
I think it's quite neat compare to previous~! Don't you think ?

Manz,
Sad News.... For no news is good news.
My Cellphone "died"ed on me again.

This time round,
Careless "I" accidentally spilled my drink on the table thus kanna my HP.

Now it's in "coma" state. Brain still working.
Hopefully the battery & body can hook up and turn back on.

Arghh..
Is my 3yrs plus long relationship with my HP gonna break up in this manner ?

I miss it so much...
although it's abit "haywired", abit "screwed-up", abit "old" but it's LOVE that counts.

Oh ya...
And some good updates.
I'm attached again.
Hooray...

She's lovely.
Someone who doesn't lie to me.
Someone who has been around with me all this years.

She's truthful.
Someone who's by my side when i needed help the most.
Someone who give me good advices.

She's God's gift.
Someone who can clicks well with me and almost anyone.
Someone who can jokes around and be serious at times.

She's my everything.
Someone who know the real me.
Someone who like me for who i really am.

Her name is called "FRIENDS".

Ahhh...
I realised how happily attached i am to singlehood, to friends and to freedom.

Probably i was just flirting around recently.
But now i'm back with "Friends" and i'll treasure them more.

For "she" will not treat me like strangers nor lie to me.

"... Friends, Thank for everything you've done ..."
*goosebumps*

P.S. : Singlehood means You're free to flirt around with anyone, anytime. And i LOVE that~! Weeeee....

- The End - Part Two

2005-11-22T05:15:00.000+08:00

Every Ending links to a New Beginning.
Every Beginning links to a New Ending.

I'm gonna leave all my worthless thoughts and worthless things behind.

What's coming,
are brand new blog heading, brand new blog entries and of course, brand new me.

I'll write nothing of the past. Nothing of the hurting past.
For the past hurted me deeply, For the past hated me to core.

Past are just a learning pharse.
I've learnt. It's enough.

She's........
....
..

It hurts. But I'll remember.

I wish you love ~!

2005-11-21T05:39:00.000+08:00

So found someone who could make your heart pound fast ?
someone who could make your heart skip ?

That's good.

Love him 100%...
Love him trulyful....
Love him for who is he....
Love him by not lying to him.....
Love him for he's not someone else....
Love him for he's not like me.... so idiotic...

Dare to love... Love...
I wish you ~!

I'm just a fool.
As always.

Thanks for everything.
You're welcome.

Lies.....

2005-11-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Do tell the truth and i'll feel better.
At least it wouldn't hurt that deep.

Do tell the truth and i'll feel better.
I'm willing to accept it.

Do tell the truth and i'll feel better.
Tell me and i'll understand.

......
....
...
..

Here's the truth,
I'm not winning you back.

Here's the truth,
I'm not pin-ing much hopes.

Here's the truth,
I know i'm a friend.

Here's the truth,
I hate to lose a friend like you.

Oh well,
I already did, didn't i ?

As always,
Look what You have done, James !

I'm no different to that jerk.
Call me a Loser. Sore Loser.

Shit... Can the World be in such coincidence ??

2005-11-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

How can such a small country like Singapore.....
In such a small area....in a small room where i'm study....

And so happen, in such a coincidence,
That Joyce, my baby, 's Ex Bf.... that JACKASS is studying the same course with me.

Same few Modules and somemore it's been the fourth week now,
Then i came to realised i seen such an Jackass before.

What a jackass !!!
What a venue to meet you up like that !!!

Thanks for making my baby cried~! Damn you~!

God's playing a joke on me and he's laughing.

- The End -

2005-11-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

God did not promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow, sun without rain;

but He did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears and light for the way.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you human and
enough hope to make you happy.

- jadey -